holidays came and went but the boyfriend is still here. who knew monogamy would suite me so well? maybe it was the convenience of the holidays- cause we all know no one wants to be alone for the holidays, or maybe second time really is a charm.
Dating an ex, never a good idea from what I'm told- the whole " its an ex for a reason" but really how can you resist, there's no fake or awkward conversations and you know all their flaws right off the bat- no surprises, no weird birthmarks to find, and really in theory, you should know the problems before hand so you can avoid them right off the bat. Theory is bullshit though. It goes from trying to avoid those problems to "you knew this about me before you started it". and ex sex just never works. You get all the good things from the relationship without the bad emotional stuff and then the thoughts just start swarming
"we'll we're older now", "we're more mature", "i've never met anyone that compared to you"- and then you get drunk one night and shit hits the fan and it all comes out...
"...and then you broke up with me 3 weeks before prom and didn't speak to me the whole summer before senior year, how could you be so inconsiderate."
I'd really like you all to please note how the emotions and scars of a broken hearted 17 yr old girl stays with you for the rest of your life- these are things that cannot be covered up. The best answer to those questions are "i dont know im young" which infuriates the 17 yr old inside of you. - i've been holding onto this issue for 5 years and you still dont know- at least make something up.
long story short we're working through "the prom issue of '05"
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